I walk into a new chapter
A chapter of renewed thoughts
A chapter that can embrace more of my loves
I however even though excited to embrace it, I feel a bit nervous
But time for this next chapter and the chance to go forwards
Written October 18, 2024
I’m awake and you are asleep.
Pondering how you are.
Wishing our worlds collided more often.
Needing to be content with this.
But still desiring the worlds could converge more often.
See you next time or in the next world.
Enjoy that beauty sleep.
Written October 5, 2024
Feeling calm and content
Excited for the future
Future of renewing licenses
Future of traveling and seeing the world
Future of breaking out and trying something new
Goals and motions shaping themselves now
Knowing I can break out of my current shell
Excited to see the future
Written October 1, 2024
Midlife crises
You and me both
On the same journey but yet on different paths.
For now, we intersect
But down the road, do we still cross paths
Or do our journeys stop converging?
Whichever happens, I’m grateful for the chance to converge.
Be safe on your journey.
Written September 30, 2024
Into your arms, I wander
Feeling safe and secure
Knowing I belong and you want me there
Feeling the embrace
And feeling the uncertainties melting away.
Those arms signifying the moment and what is to come.
Those arms inviting me back again for a visit.
Thank you arms for holding me.
Written September 29, 2024
Birthday Poem
This is your day.
Squeeze it.
Grab it.
Embrace the past, now, and future.
Enjoy the moments that come your way.
Happy birthday, friend, from my heart to your heart.
Enjoy your special day.
Written September 28, 2024
The Future
Looking into the future
I see trips
But do I see a way to move on and to improve oneself?
Moving forward is better than regressing and moving backwards.
Moving forwards means improvement and solidifying life is a journey.
A beautiful positive journey of self improvement.
What does the future hold?
I know it can be the chance to grow
And move forwards towards the person I deserve to be.
Written September 15, 2024
O heart that raceth?
Why do you race so?
Are you feeling anxious?
Do you feel foreboding?
There is no need for gallivanting.
You know life is secure
And the emotions are calm.
Written September 8, 2024
Sitting here pondering.
What is in my cards?
Hearing the noises of people talking and a piano in the background.
Knowing this I don’t fully fit in nor the desire to do so.
But what is me?
Where do I belong?
Won’t force myself online 24/7.
Knowing I do have a creative outlet somewhere.
But do I have a talent?
A purpose yes I do have but pondering what is that talent.
Written September 1, 2024
Yearly we have birthdays.
Do they make you ponder you are getting “squarely older”?
Or do they make you pause and reflect on the past to improve the future?
Either way, you can use the day as you wish and desire.
I choose it as a day to move forwards and count my blessings.
Written September 1, 2024
